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Baharuddin's Articles
December 3, 2003 by Baharuddin
You know what? People do things. Sometimes we do things that we regret so much in the end, but honestly, we can never take back things we did. We have to live with our decisions and just work around them. Never blame others or hurt other people because of your decision. It won't help you at all and will probably make things worse. After that not only are you hurt, but so is the other person. And you may never know how hurt they are or what they feel because of your regret. Recently someone...
November 26, 2003 by Baharuddin
hey baby- I want to make you wonder. I want to dress in little tiny see through outfits for you to pull off me. I want your hands on my body, ur lips on my lips, ur skin on my skin. How much I would give to have one night with you. I want the sex, but I want the emotional ties that come with it. The love. I want the love. I miss you. Truthfully, you were one of the best people that ever stepped foot into my life. Please come back. Please please me. Please kiss me. I miss the fun, I miss the l...
November 25, 2003 by Baharuddin
How many special people change? How many lives are living strange? Where were you while we were getting high? Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannonball Where were you while we were getting high? Someday you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky Someday you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova in the sky Wake up the dawn and ask her why A dreamer dreams, she never di...
November 25, 2003 by Baharuddin
Ladies...have you ever realized how much power guys have over us? Even though it is a "known" fact that women make men melt I have grown to notice that it is completely opposite. We work damn hard for our guys. I mean we might not show it the way some guys show us their love for us, but damn our work is hard. We have to play hard to get when seriously all we need is a good fuck. Wow, this lady thing is difficult. Any good looking guy who is willing to show us a "good time" gets their name and nu...
November 24, 2003 by Baharuddin
you're dashboard confessional! emo to the core, you're not afraid to show your feelings. you're so emo you make other people cry with stories of unfaithful partners and hard break-ups. congrats. What Emo Band Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
November 24, 2003 by Baharuddin
Yeah. I suck at poetry. REALLY BADLY! but um...the other day I wrote a quick little poem in my social studies notebook and I just wanted to post it for shits and giggles. So for all ur prying eyes, here's this little rant of mine: You're so far from me and my heart. I'm never happy anymore, no more smiles. My life has grown so dark. No one left to trust. I hate the souls put in my presence. They cause my very own soul to rust. Sparkle bright and shine. I know you'll be back. It's ...
November 24, 2003 by Baharuddin
How do you know when enough is enough? When your belly hurts from the acid of stress bulit up? When your head cringes in pain because there is too much to think about? When your heart bleeds from the pain of life? I think so. You kill yourself tear by tear, but the tears won't stop. Everything you had, you lost. It's over. Life isn't worth living. Think about it. Why? Why deal with this? Because you can get through it? Because you love so much? Because you know you can? I don't know. Ponder and ...
November 24, 2003 by Baharuddin
I'm so lonely. What do I miss him so much? It can't be because he took my virginity. can it? It's becasue I love him right? He's so far away. His hands aren't here to touch me. His lips aren't here to kiss me. His mind isn't here to intrigue me. His presence isn't here to embrace me. I miss my love. I've wondered what it would be like to be with someone else, but the feelings don't compare. I dont not and probably cannot possess that deep of a love for someone else. My heart just bleeds knowing ...
November 24, 2003 by Baharuddin
What the fuck are friends for? NOTHING. I hate you all! All you fucks I thought I cared so much about. You turned into nothing. I NEVER want to be your friend again. What would cause you to not talk to me at all anymore? DID I FUCK YOU OVER? NO! So what the fuck is your problem? I thought i still loved you, but I can't. You have all changed. You don't come to me with your problems anymore. You don't tell me stupid little funny jokes. You don't even look at me in the eyes. I wish I could punch yo...