I'm so lonely. What do I miss him so much? It can't be because he took my virginity. can it? It's becasue I love him right? He's so far away. His hands aren't here to touch me. His lips aren't here to kiss me. His mind isn't here to intrigue me. His presence isn't here to embrace me. I miss my love. I've wondered what it would be like to be with someone else, but the feelings don't compare. I dont not and probably cannot possess that deep of a love for someone else. My heart just bleeds knowing I'm here alone. I need that hug, that kiss, that embrace to keep me going, to keep me living, that is happy atleast. Why has everyone found a love they can keep? Why can't I keep mine? This situation is so unfair. I know he will be back soon, I also know I have gone 2 months without him. It's so hard. Soon I will get my kisses and my hugs, but as soon as I get them he will be taken away again. Come back my love. Please. Stay forever if you can. I need you to survive.

"I don't know how to get it back to good."

**Bhoomer**