You know what? People do things. Sometimes we do things that we regret so much in the end, but honestly, we can never take back things we did. We have to live with our decisions and just work around them. Never blame others or hurt other people because of your decision. It won't help you at all and will probably make things worse. After that not only are you hurt, but so is the other person. And you may never know how hurt they are or what they feel because of your regret.

Recently someone has regreted something that involved me. They wrote something about it in there online journal and I just happend to read it. It REALLY hurt my feelings. So, I wrote the person a little note. Hopefully, they will read this and take it to heart. Not because I want them to feel terrible and want their heart to mush, because I want them to know how much I hurt and how much my heart is mushed.

This is my letter to you:

You wanna know something? I regret everything too. but I still have fucking feelings. I know we were high, I know we didn't "love" each other, but it happend. We shared a moment of sexual passion. I'm sorry I fucking ruined your life and made your girlfriend sad, but it is equally your fault as it is mine. You can still be my friend. You can still care for me as a person. All you do is fucking complain and ignore me. Thanks a lot. I like knowing I don't mean shit to you. I like knowing you regret it so much and you don't like me. I love it. Come on. Tell me more. Shove it in my face. Break me to pieces. I can take. I CAN TAKE. FUCK!

**Bhoomer**